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I don't know what I'm doing with this journal, I'm probable never going to even write in it. On the other hand I want to express myself somehow because I always bottle everything up inside and after a while that creates a numbing pain in your chest. I don't create anything, I don't express myself in music or art or anything, instead I study philosophy and social theory and when you do that you create complex essays about the world around you, there isn't much about you in there at all. I like books and writing and cloth (I wish I didn't care about my looks at all), and talking with people who are easy and willing to talk. I feel like I'v been in limbo the past year living in New York City. I live a life that is part of the whole of society but I can't help notice how disconnected and alienated I am (and others are) from everything. New York is an odd place to live, it gives you soooo many highs yet it will utterly wear you down if you let it. I procrastinate, I get things done, I stress, I party, I’m messy, I also like to clean (unless the place is utterly disastrous with all kinds of funk), I’m confused about life but I also feel I have a good grasp, or at least a better grasp then most people my age about the workings of Western, industrial, capitalist, society. I don’t experience as many highs as I want, I experience neutrality more then anything else and I have no idea how good or bad…or neutral that is. Drugs aren’t that much apart of my life anymore, beer and liquor on the other hand are too much apart of my life. A sunny day at the park with a friend/s is really great and beats anything. I appreciate simple pleasures and comforts. I go to the New School and study philosophy and political theory, and blah, blah, blah, I'm tired of writing bio's, or filling out "about me" sections, and all that. If you know me then this section doesn't matter, if you don't know me then I'm sorry but I'm tired of trying to paint a picture of who I am in a paragraph or two. This is already pretty long, if you made it down here then I guess it was interesting enough to read all of it. Oh, if you care, and I just found this out, I'm a taurus.

How to make a ambiguousboy

Ingredients: 1 part friendliness 3 parts brilliance 5 parts ego

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

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